Friday, January 25, 2008

holding her hand

Like something I've always wanted, holding her hand reminds a lot of things. I know it doesnt mean anything to her but I can't feel the typical holding hands. Well, I for one had hold so many hands esp girls. But unlike them, this one is much different. I did not ignore the fact that since I like her so much, everything she do for me is for me special. Well I try to deny any emotional attachment in every thing we do, but everytime I hold her hand, it made me wish to stay that way. I dont know.. It feels weird in the inside. It overturns my stomach. And it makes me high. I cant deny that her hand always feels different eveytime I hold it. I know it sounds kindda strange but it calms my anxieties and i feel soo much loved. LoL.. I may sound so EMO but that how it feels. That how I find her hand so compelingly strong to unearth my senses.. :)...

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