Learning to love in Letting go

I dont know exactly what has gone into me. I just tried to figure out how I could let go this one special person but it seems a lot of instances that draws me to her. I dont know why I just let myself fall again into the same PIT where I used to fell upon. But I guess that are one of the mysteries of love. Well, I still got this feeling for her, and this is enough to get through me. I dont know what would happen next. I know this would invite more trouble. But I guess this is for me face through. I liked her which is all that matters and I dont find the reason why I cant spent QT with her. Wish I could have that opportunity to have her :)