Learning Nihonggo

Konbawa!!!

Watashiwa Charres des. Onamae wa nan des? Gomenasai. Ogenki desu ka?.. Wow.. our first meeting in our japanese class was fun. We learn the 46 primary katakana and hiragana characters. It was awkward too to say japanese words.. It was so funny hearing our selves say those words. Our teacher also inform us that we are going to be watching in the Nihonggo Film Festival and we would be able to interact to japanese students too.. WOW!! Our japanese class is one fun and thrilling subject. Looking forward to all the meetings we are going to have!!!.. Sayounara!!

Trojan Attack

lately I've been having problems on my Internet Explorer (IE) 6. Everytime I start it up my AVG 7 would detect a virus named Trojan Horse PSW.Generic4.UJI. It tried to remove the horse but still it cant. I tried system restore but unluckily it doesnot remove the horse. I cant seemed to find out how to fix this.. does anyone knows how to remove this???

UP CAmpUs MiniStry ReTreat 06

This is our pic when we had our retreat few months ago. I had a lot of fun and many things where worth remembering. This whole group rocks as in R O C K Z!!!This are some of the CM members; (from the left) Christale, Neala, Riena,Arlee,Rica,Juncor,Ate Abs,Allan,Micha,Deah,Deah,Fr. John and (at front) yours truly...

- here comes the rain -

So it rained last midnight.... and it leaves us a to-the-knee water level. I almost not able to get through because of it, the water. But gladly I was. It rained so much that the water didnot subsided till tonight.. And expectedly, the frogs welcome the night.. and also they let themselves welcome into our house.. wahhaa.. I cant believe it until we seen two frogs in our rooms, i dont know how they manage to get there but I am pretty sure that it was not easy.. wahaha.. my sister freaked out (as expected of her) I was then became pissed off since she is so afraid to touch the frog. I ordered her to throw the frog away but she cant even get near the frog to capture it.. WHAT A SHAME!!.. To her fear, she killed it.. what a lost...:( .. The frogs are still noisy outside our house, i think their doing their mating calls. I like to hear their noise since for me this would mean a cold night and I love to cuddle in my bed and sleep for the night.. And based on the noise, there are so many frogs outside since the noise was so loud.. hehehee2x.. WHAT A NIGHT!! Well, I prefer this noise than hearing the night-quarrels in our neighborhood ... :)

ang abakada

well, have you ever wonder why in college you have so many subjects to take up and yet you dont why you took it up. Maybe just because your other classmates took it who also were influenced by other people. Have ever think some of your subjects are not that useful in real life scenario. Well, i got a subject Abstract ALgebra where its algebra just that its in Abstract sense. And I also got COmplex Analysis which deals mostly in the realm of complex numbers. I happen to ask myself where would I use this knowledge I have. I think I must learn to survive my life in this world. And do you think this subjects would get me through?.. I mean I could not expect me to buy an i for a piece of paper where i is an imaginary number... why we are learning these things? why do I have to prove that 1+1=2? or 1+1=0? Do i need these stuffs..? I dont know...I cant still not find a practical use of this subjects. Well, I can't say I wont be able to use since I am still alive, we may not know, the next time I wake up ,complex numbers replaced the real numbers in this world... hehee.. That would be the time, I could put to use what learn in Complex ANalysis or other subjs..:P

One Last Time..

You said you want me to let go .But though I tried to break away from what holds me to you, the one that binds me to you is much stronger than my persistency to let you go. You said I must forget you but as I erase those memories with you, I got second thoughts because you are the only one I did love so. You said you cant love me like I do but my heart doesnot even want anything but just an opportunity to love you. You said so many things that breaks my heart away but this love mends it all together. I know what I must do and you are not supposed to tell me to.But just let me spend this one last time with you.

I want to Cry

I want to cry cause it compensates this surging pain in my heart. I want to cry to make my eyes sore of tears and somehow drains my heart with all the loneliness it bears. I want to cry to show I am this weak though I tried to be strong. I want to cry just to show everyone that there's pain inside my heart that wants to be let out. I want to cry..I want to cry.. just to let you know it pains me that you said goodbye.

My Inspiration

I know you made me strong just by touching my hand
I know you made me fly just by holding my hand,
I know I can be whatever I want to be,
For I know your just here right beside me.

I know you cant hold me for too long,
Because I know what we had is wrong,
But my heart persists on loving you so,
Though time will come I had to let you go.

I may not know eveything but at least I know one thing,
What we had is always been the most wonderful thing,
I dont care if that was a dream or just an imagination,
Cause I know deep in my heart that will always be my inspiration.

My Thoughts of You

I cant deny to my self its hard to get over you,
Getting over all the moments I had with you,
I tried myself letting all about you go,
But its so hard even though I tried so.

I just cant derailed myself on thinking of you,
Dreaming of you or even falling for you,
All I know is that I was happy that day,
Those days when you decided to stay.

I still care for you but I decided not to let you knew,
I still love you though I tried to deny it from you,
I still think of how it has been nice to be with you,
I still hope that somehow you could love me too.

But why I keep on feeling this for you,
Why I can't stop on thinking of you,
All I want is just to make it through,
Getting over all my thoughts of you.